Saturday, July 25, 2009
my emotions have racking up ever since the incident happened. and i think with nearly 18 years of experience i would have recognised the symptoms and taken pre-emptive action but noooo, i had to stupidly jump with two feet in.
so now i've got one person who's gotten the wrong idea, a few others 'enlightened' by my drunk-high stupor talking and him. its stupid. that everytime this happens, i get very very upset and start crying. silly laura. its dumb and people get the wrong idea.
actually had a pretty okay day at the beginning. pool was really fun. i think i have zero skills whatsoever. and plus with depth perception problems, i cant quite aim but its fun. michelle, my resident bimbo, takes enormous effort, and fails, in remembering whether she's solid or stripes. and of course our pro (goddamnit, of course he looks good just playing with us) just sighs in exasperation.
no more pretend.
there's you, there's me.
nothing else.
so now i've got one person who's gotten the wrong idea, a few others 'enlightened' by my drunk-high stupor talking and him. its stupid. that everytime this happens, i get very very upset and start crying. silly laura. its dumb and people get the wrong idea.
actually had a pretty okay day at the beginning. pool was really fun. i think i have zero skills whatsoever. and plus with depth perception problems, i cant quite aim but its fun. michelle, my resident bimbo, takes enormous effort, and fails, in remembering whether she's solid or stripes. and of course our pro (goddamnit, of course he looks good just playing with us) just sighs in exasperation.
no more pretend.
there's you, there's me.
nothing else.
what we could have been, 12:12 am.
